Monday, January 19, 2015

Is you is or is you ain't?

I am feeling a little sad after a lunch conversation I had with a good friend today. She was sharing some of her experiences and it brought out some of my own feelings that I had buried deep down. I could write about the injustices that I have been dealt and I did start to write about all that but after I wrote it I realized I was showing a lack of faith so I erased it all and decided to start over. It should not matter to me what people think about me or how they treat me. What should matter is that I hold my head up high and let them deal with the consequences of their own decisions. There is no reason to fret. I need to remember that we are human and we all have weaknesses. Even though I cannot change the way people think or act I just have to have faith that if they are basing decisions on their own will and not the Lord's that they will answer for that. I will answer for my actions. Do I follow and sustain my leaders or do I not? Sometimes I don't think things are fair but maybe I just don't have the right perspective, understanding or testimony yet.